My Blog, My Kids, My Life

Everything for a Reason...

2009-02-10T00:50:05Z

I am not really a fan of common fortune cookie phrases that people rattle off. Although they hold some truth they are usually half hatred and said just to say something. It is true that everything happens for a reason, but why? I personally like t...

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More Ramblings...

2009-01-15T19:45:53Z

It one of those days. You know the one. The one where you can't focus at all and your heart is racing because you are so anxious. Yeah, one of those days. I am probably being overly dramatic, but the last time Matt said that to me it ended up with...

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Update

2008-12-18T02:44:08Z

Just thought that I would post an update to anyone that cares. My tests all came back negative and nothing was found on the boob ultra sound. It really hasn't had pain in it though, so I am thinking that the meds the Dr gave me cleared up an infec...

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"Gotcha Boobs"

2008-12-15T15:21:27Z

Yup, those are the words that came out of my almost 4 year olds mouth. Let me go back a bit. My husband was preforming in a band at a church on Friday night. It was called "a Christmas Worship Project" and it was pretty awesome. Anyways, before i...

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Bring it on!

2008-12-10T15:18:45Z

Yeah, ah ha, something you should NOT say to God. I have been emotionally and physically spent. My depression kicked back in at full force and so did my asthma. On top of that I have a painful breast with lumps in it and discharge. Ya, something ...

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What a Horrible Mother am I!

2008-11-05T13:34:47Z

I hosted one yesterday at the church and one lady showed up with her 2 kids, 7 and 4. We were cleaning up and I had just seen Lo like a minute before hand, when we notice all was quiet and only the 7 year old was in the gym. Just as Cheyrl was goi...

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Genetics, the Perfect Chilhood and Just "Feeling" Again!

2008-10-30T13:04:25Z

I know, it has been a while since I posted last. I have had my ups and downs and my parents hate the fact that I am on medication and want me to stop taking them. Whatever! I am now on 60mg of prozac and 1mg of clonzapam. It seems to be doing the ...

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All things happen for a reason

2008-09-18T11:14:45Z

I have not been alone since my little incident. Now I don't have the feeling of wishing that I did more damage, but now viewing it as not the smartest decision. I seem to have a "numb" feeling towards life, but today is a new day with new possibil...

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Just One of Those Days...

2008-09-15T23:49:48Z

Yup, that was yesterday. I had been doing so much better then had a sudden crash. It was a horrible day and I cried for most of it I think. I really don't know what triggered it. Maybe the new meds, maybe my period. Who knows. I ended up trying to...

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My Thoughts for the Day

2008-09-07T01:23:16Z

Last week we found out that the Abilify that was prescribed to me by my GP was going to cost $150 a month. We just can't swing that, so I called my GP and he said to drop the Abilify, after all it was "only" a 2mg tablet. He said that if I felt li...

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